thanks chiquita. im gonna inquire with sus works.

working on de stigmatizing everywhere i go- pretty open about mh issues with people who are curious.. i like educating people.

bahahaa, having same argument with the girlfriend now. But more like.. oh youre sick.. just drop everything and don't take ap's and just come live at home because you need constant care.. stigma can go the other way too.. oh youre mentally sick? You need like an asylum O_o

thanks.. kinda pissed me off hahaha. I have 12 years of mental health history/psychotic episodes.. kinda pissed me off saying I should just be myself and not rely on meds.. k then.. lets go look for video cameras spying on me in electrical outlets and pray people aren't reading my thoughts.. bahaha. psychosis = meds for me. The whole attitude around mental illness that I keep running into pisses me off.. people thinking it's weakness of character or the doctor that didn't believe in psych meds.. thankfully.. ive got good supports now.

thanks for the vote of support earlier on stuff yo.

blah. well see. I don't really think i need it, id just like some doses lowered so i don't feel like a zombie. Theyw ere also leery as im young and have a clean record for hospitals.. and they didnt want to submit me to the horredness of their psych ward. blahhhhhh!

I have a psychiatrist.. he's up in edmonton.. the doctors want to refer me to psychs here, but the ones they'd refer to won't touch me because I already have a psychiatrist back home (which is always a month plus wait to get into)

many of our thoughts exactly